Chase, you are so stupid.

i can breathe a sigh of relief,

and im enjoying what i have.

what i really need is security.

and thats all i ask.

Its so Christmasy now.

cause its the Christmas time.

Maybe Christmas will be magical.

Christmas at the Canadian Embassy

Thank you to Amber, Judy, Candy, Him, Maureen, Annie, Pam for making life at CHC fun. (:

Merry Christmas to all of you,

and Amber, it was a great office party.

(:

Me: Pick me a rock from Paris, xie xie

Joy: I'm training back to London in a few hours!

Me: Take a rock from the train station la!

Joy: Dont have rock at station PLEASE.

This is not ULU town

Its a city

CITY.

Chase: hahaha

Joy: And its snowing and dirty melting snow everywhere.

Chase: Ok, maybe those nice visitor maps, free one. Free one, just take la, so easy.

hahah, so fun to irritate you. haha.

Its scary to venture into something that unknown.

Really scary.

Happy belated birthday bitch,

we cannot stand each other,

but neither can we do without each other.

(:

loves.

You know when someone can make you feel different,

in the sense that subtlety speaks so much clearer.

It makes me doubt myself whether I am reading too much into it,

but I seriously hope I am not wrong.

Because i like to feel what i feel now.

As cheesy as this sounds,

you have been on my mind the entire day.

yes, obviously, you can see i am so busy in my life that i do not have the time to blog.

Today is Songchoon's birthday, it was a good party.

and wednesday is Gen's party,

and at least tomorrow is something that i guess i will enjoy.

yeah.

(:

Honestly,

i cannot wait for tomorrow.

The exams are going to be over.

And i know i am not going to do well,

so i got to enjoy what i have left.

SO YEA.

i will be depressed about my results later.

And Thursday, its back to Raffles Place and Armenian Street.

Oh yeah,

And i wish for the day, i can just take a book,

sit at Pacific Starbucks and just read.

I miss my old haunts.

Pacific Starbucks, Cine Spins and Borders Bistro.

I miss them.

Ok, back to studying now.

i am just so damn excited that i can feel free again.

Have I changed?

That is an unanswered question.

I do not want to be mean, my dear alan,

and you know i love you dearly and fiercely as one of my closest friend from camp,

but SERIOUSLY,

what was happening?!

I swear, I love you,

thats why i am not commenting on facebook itself,

but seriously what are your friends thinking?!

by the way i cut Isabel some slack because she is your girlfriend.

But that cheryl tang?!

You know sometimes, labels are thrown around so carelessly,

you do not know the accuracy of these labels.

Oh well, lets not be cryptic anymore,

i have been labelled arrogant snob, once again.

Not that this is my first encounter with situation with similar predicaments,

but i have lived with it.

I mean I can't wrap my mind around the idea that just because I am standing there talking to a friend, and not saying hi to you equates that i am an arrogant snob.

I do not have to go around saying hi to everyone,

Come on, you know then i will be labelled a fake hypocrite, and I have been called that too, haha, by (mumbling) "someone "close" to me, and of the same invective."

hahaha.

And so once again, i am labelled an arrogant snob,

by some of the kind people of NTU.

haha, but i will live with it.

On another note,

World Aids Day is approaching, on the 1 December 2009,

and of course as this annual event draws in,

we mourn the deaths that has took away the lives of many,

and the celebrations of those who are able to survive that one more year.

I do not know if you readers and friends and some enemies know that (if i may) I am a little advocate of my own. And Yes, World Aids Day is here, so remind yourself to play safe for the entire year, because it is never a joking matter.

So play safe,

and i cannot wait to dance.

I know that i am going to be so fucking arrogant in the month of december.

Simply because

like what my mother said,

"You will be so busy because all your friends are back from overseas."

Yeah, Ma, you got that right.

Say Hello to first batch of them, the return of my beloved Claire and Andy.

(:

Yeah, this is going to be good,

I just realised the list of people that i promised

to meet up in December is fucking extensive.

Uh-ohhh.

there is this insane rush of gorgeous music, insanely good music at this point of time.

Besides Gaga's Bad Romance, Speechless,

there is Leona's Happy,

Janet's Make me,

BEP's Meet Me Halfway,

Jay Z and Alicia Keys' Empire State of Mind,

I swear i am on a musical orgasmic high.

The moment i hit the clubs again,

I swear I will have an insane high.

With the music, drinks and smoke.

Ohmygosh.

sighh

Yesterday, i finished my french paper, and thats the first paper, i finished and felt that i will not fail it.

Yeah.

And now i have two papers left.

Computing and Chemistry.

The knowledge i have about Computing is the same as when i started off this semester.

Still no idea.

Chemistry is going to be the easier paper to score.

Last night, i thought i would treat myself to the latest episode of Brothers and Sisters and the AMAs.

but then i realised because of the AMAs, there is no Brothers and Sisters!

so i caught up on the new season of Ugly Betty.

And Michael Urie was right,

this season is gooooddd.

So, the shows that i am watching now:

ok, thats quite a lot.

And i still haven't had time to catch up on this:

I should stop there.

Ok. off to tackle the Double Cs.

My mom is really sweet.

first she bought a whole load of snacks so that when im hungry at night, when im studying for my examinations, i can munch on.

First, it was this whole packet of those little biscuits with those little colorful icing on top, when u eat as a kid?

you know what i mean?

i finished the whole lot before i could take a picture of them,

and now, i find on the dining table, which i actually converted to my war zone for the exams, a mysterious tubberware,

i opened it, and inside are those pineapple biscuits,

that i love.

):

and then a box of fucking cute paper clips, that are ladybirds so that my papers will not be a mess.

ya, look at those,

how can i tell her, mom, i dont think i will do well in the first sem, after the first three papers i took, i think i might have failed in all of those three?

):

guilty.

feeling very guilty.

Hello friends, i have just received my phone bill,

and this is one of the most highest peaks ever,

so I SWEAR, pls call me from now on with your house phone,

because i swear, i will never ever call you guys ever again.

This month it is priced just below $182,

and holy crap.

and tomorrow is the issue date of my credit card bill.

Holy Moly.

I need someone to handle my finances.

Actually, no, i can handle my own finances,

its just that now,

Sorry friends,

You are not getting anymore treats from me.

And this year, Christmas, you are not getting much from me, friends.

Gen and i sneaked to town for a while on friday,

in the midst of our exams.

and i swear u should not go shopping when u have exams stress.

because it will make you buy so many things.

We saw this hoodie, i know, it doesn't look that impressive there,

but trust me, both of us fell in love with it.

Firstly, it was satin,

and also it was black, and i still feel sore after i lost my back hoodie at zirca.

and it was in the TOPMAN LTD range.

i swear. it was killing me when i had to put it back onto the rack.

the price was pretty awesome too,

150 for a simple, basic hoodie that looks awesome.

OH gosh.

I wanted it so badly.

SO BADLY.

and i wanted some tees on the website so badly.

and this trilby so badly.

i cannot take it anymore,

and i havent been to zara yet.

):

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