I got something damn good to blog, but i just forgot,

because dear dear Rina, just dropped the bomb on me,

that if i am still interested in pursuing that career in banking,

i have got exams to do. approximately 6 more exams in my working life.

and the exams as quoted from her, "some people take approximately 10 to 15 times to pass"

fuck scared now.

Oh yes, i remembered what i wanted to blog about!

i have already planned my activities the moment i finished my exams.

I finish my exams on the 2 December, and apparently i am wanted back at work on the 3 December at the Canadian High Com, yeah! back to working for the good ole Canadian Government. (: merci beaucoup.

plus i will be there during the holiday season, so that equates lots of festive joy.

and on the week i finished my exams, the friday, Ms Lee and I are going to catch Robin Goh's play/jazz item.

on the saturday, Mr Toh's birthday.

on Sunday, THANK GOD, MY FUCKING SUNDAYS ARE BACK. Zirca.

and then next week, Wednesday, Gen's Birthday,

and then next week, Joy's back,

and then next week, its Christmas and ACD.

and then New Year and then school starts.

sucks.

enough of daydreaming, i have to get back to integration.

and complete it tonight.

cause it was due last friday.

Au revoir

PS

oh ya, i have gotten A- for Eff Communications.

i calculated my overall grade, when all four test results are A-, A-, A-, and unknown, so the overall should be A-.

But i wished i have gotten an A+ honestly.

i needed it.

i have been in love with leona's happy for a really long time.

and of course, the club remix, I'm hearing the Jason Nevins one.

its gorgeous.

Anyways, i didn't go to my sunday party.

and its killing me a little.

Anyways when i was in school today,

i was kinda cheesed off.

i could feel the discerning look of those onlookers on me.

urgh.

i do not want to talk about my french oral today, cause its depressing,

cause i felt that i didnt have a lot of opportunities to shine and it sucks.

but i've got to look forward.

besides that, in regards to G,

i have something to tell you

its not like im very caught up in their little world,

and i admit i do feel happier when i am not reading,

but if i dont read, do u realise that equates i'm staying in my own little well,

and will be contented with what i have.

and you know i will not be contented easily.

sigh.

hello greg, showing off your i phone.

i bet u are reading this with your i phone.

i just got my typhoid jab today.

its not that i needed it, its just that i don't have documentation from the last jab,

so just in case,

i went to get the jab,

and my left arm is like sore.

the numbness shouldnt set in so quickly,

but because after the jab, i fell asleep, and i laid on my left side.

i woke up and was like FUCK.

plus the fact that i have to hold my tray as i serve with my left side, fucking numb feeling.

anyways, today at work,

there came a group of ching a long chiongs.

i love the ching a long chiongs.

however, i cannot understand how stupid can this man be.

i took 15 mins trying to explain the theory of 1 for 1 meal.

and honestly with the food they order, the price they pay,

they would have done much better with ordering ala carte.

but then since they want to order cheap,

let them order

and by the time you keep adding on food,

the bill is coming up to a whopping 800 over dollars.

i swear,

my patience was tested.

of course, they say the place is very high class,

the food is very delicious,

service was good,

until the point that they saw the bill,

hahah,

that is when their eyes dropped out.

guess what,

they walked in and sat down and asked me,

so where is buffet?

its 12++ a head isit?

i looked at them, giving the best i am so not disdained by your question look,

"we do not have buffet here."

and omfs,

the 6 kids,

SOOOOO FUCKING ANNOYING AND disgusting,

because they run around, they make so much noise,

they are not well behaved.

i swear when they wanted to ask me for a baby chair,

all i wanted to say in my mind was,

our restaurant do not serve children under 8 years old.

read the sign outside.

then i had to deal with snotty german people.

urgh.

NO TIPS TODAY.

):

Im reading the reviews of TB online,

and honestly im soo pissed off.

Firstly, this is what i have to say,

if you want cheap food, you do not need to come to my restaurant to eat.

u can go to your neighbourhood hawker centre.

honestly,

im sorry if you find our food too expensive,

its reasonable that it cost you $50 to $70 dollars without alcohol per person,

if you think that is expensive, you can go over to next door, its $250 per person.

I do not get why these people who lack class are complaining,

firstly,

you bring your noisy kids around that run around the area and have no discipline.

secondly,

you complain about the overpriced food and how ordinary the food taste.

thirdly,

you wear shorts and flip flops to dinner when you are not gay.

Hi, im sorry, this is what i have to say:

Tatler, Simply Dining and Wine and Dine certificates on the wall since 2005 are not for show.

Secondly, Peranakan food is made with a lot of work, if you want cheap, fake peranakan food, you can go to the other restaurants, and eat there, cause they have large portions for hungry people.

Thirdly, waiters who know how to make small talk, speak four languages and provide excellent service, do not come cheap, ie yours truly.

Moreover, real peranakan people know that we give good peranakan food, so all you self proclaimed peranakan people, please urgh.

And for everything that u want cheap and good, i heard that your nearby hawker centre store sells great hor fun. Big portion and only 4 dollars per person.

Im sorry i sound like a snob, but honestly, these people are utterly disgusting.

We're the song inside the tune,
full of beautiful mistakes.

just had a two hour break "looking in through the window."
its time to get back to work.

hello everybody.

the stress i piling in, because simply, i am not ready for my exams that are due in two weeks time.

i have swore off facebook and twitter until the end of my exams,

those naughty social networks, i cant help it that people interactions interest me.

i have a lot on my plate right now, work, school, a stab at acting and my weights are being neglected.

must pump it, arms are damn flabby now.

and exams are coming.

and that equates stress,

more pigging out.

more sleep.

u like the scruffy look?
its been a while since i "cam whore-d".
need some stress relief.
(:

If you want respect for your past, it means that you have a problem with your present and even more with your future.

Karl Lagerfeld

(he just tweeted that)

Last Sunday before the Exams

Adrian outdid himself this time. it was fantabulous.

but i didnt stay long, cause i had to go home and prepare for my exams that i had today.

Its going to kill me, that i don't get to go on sundays until 6 December.

):

BUT i am going to do well for my exams.

anyways, french and chemistry is down.

communications tomorrow.

Maths friday.

Physics Monday,

Computing Tuesday.

And then the big ones will come.

URGHHH.

You will find, that when you have someone to love,

that the face is less important than the brain,

and the body is less important than the heart.

You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated.

You are not doing it to be loved back.

Its value is to inspire you.

Adrian Tan

Author

Hello credit card bill:

-Dimsum lunch ar RedStar with grandmother: $62.95

-Robinsons@Raffles City: $113.00

-Din Tai Fung @ RC: $56.95

-Butter Factory: $26.00

(must be entrance)

-Helipad: $71.00

-Din Tai Fung @RC:$70.25

-Tribeca: $42.80

-Cathay: $21.00

(hmmm.)

-Tribeca:$42.80

grand total: $506.75

Yikes.

i know there are at least two more transactions after the statement date,

florist bills and tribeca again.

thats for the next bill.

But its ok, i am earning money. phew.

Next month, i am taking a break from parties because of exams, and also taking a break from working.

ACTING JOBS PLEASE COME MY WAY.

need them.

at least i got one in November, not for the money, but for the exposure.

And i get to meet Mrs Obama in November.

And i'm having my exams.

BUSY MONTH.

thanks for being supportive,

and you are getting prettier and prettier by the day.

I almost forgot that i got a blog

so hi,

sorry for the long hiatus,

being influenced by bad habits.

anyways, this week has been good.

exams are coming,

and so is halloween,

on thursday, gen and i went for the peranakan play, gala premiere,

thankful to be invited, thankful to be with the vips, and mingle with the vips.

i have no idea why the picture is so blur, but yea,

anyways, we had fun, dressing up, and going for play.

and then sunday, was at zirca again, of course, where have i been all these sundays,

and then i thought that this would be my last sunday before i take a break from all the clubbing, but no, maybe this halloween, i might have to go down for a while.

we will see how things go.

yes, i am becoming more cynical.

my aunty came to my place,

"eh, you put on weight ah?"

i swear i wanted to scream.

.

I need the release so desperately.

I need the emotions to sort themselves out.

I need the strength, the emotions, the right words, the right music to let it all out.

I've got my October Remix on,

let it flow, baby, let it flow.

Things are not bad, but just ungovernable,

simply because too many things betided on the same day.

Blame it on the aggressive, domineering personalty of mine.

I like to have everything in control, to have everything within my grasp.

I am an ESFP, after all.

I've talked to Gen about it,

she asked me to take a few days of break to sort myself up,

I don't think i can be that unproductive.

I don't want to lament about every single detail in my life that is going to sound like a drag.

but i need to have it all together.

But echoing what Gen said,

i have changed a bit,

and i swear i have learnt a lot of things.

I have never swallowed so much pride for someone ever before.

but i guess its a good experience,

when you believe someone is worth it,

you are willing to take it all in for someone.

For those who know me,

you know that pride is my greatest sin,

and i have been humbled by this experience.

I lost my wallet and blackberry yesterday,

but i got it back minus the money inside.

Thankful that i do not have to re-apply for all my cards,

but sucks that i got my allowance for the entire month wiped out.

I have never took any money since i was 18,

and i have always managed my own finances.

thank goodness, its already the 19 October.

I don't like to borrow,

I don't like to rely on someone else,

I will figure something out.

My headsets are out,

so that equates my weekly runs have to be put on hold, until i get new ones.

Ok. enough said.

i swear i almost freaked out when i lost my blackberry at zirca last night.

but thank god, Fin came back to me.

i love zirca.

i dont know how i can live without it every sunday.

i can breathe easy now.

My life is in a little mess.

i just lost my wallet and blackberry at Z last night.

but i got it back, because the person took only my cash and chuck my wallet and phone in the toilet.

my life is in a mess.

i dont like it.

studies not within control,

left my phone charger at work,

love life is damn fucked.

lost money,

i hate it.

really.

hate it hate it.

the luck just wasn't enough.

return to all u guys now.

thanksss.

LOOK AT ME.

You Fucker.

You do not know who you are messing with.